I'm jumping in with both feet..part 1

Okay, so..I'm not sure if I ahve posted this in here or not. I know I have said this countless times on facebook, to family and friends via every other method, but..I thought I'd post it here,too.
This year, I'm officially homeschooling.
I'm terrified out of my mind. I mean, no one I know does this...NO ONE!! I know a lot of moms who dream about doing it, but they always say the common excuse.." I'm afraid they (the child) won't be socialized..". Or, they are single mothers who simply think they can't do it.
I just ordered the material for the kids...I'm waiting for it to arrive in the mail. After nulling it over for several months(the curriculum, not homeschooling..I've had this on my heart for over 2 years), I have finally decided on one that I think has the same objectives that I would put if I made one myself. I'm scared, but at the same time, excited.
Actually, now that I think about it, I'm making a lot of changes this year. I have decided to remain single for the next two years( unless God has other plans..), I have decided to move to Idaho when I get the available funds to do so, I am homeschooling, I am eating healthy(now if I could just actually exersize..), I am trying to make more things from scratch, and I'm trying to do a home-based buisness, as well as eliminate my debt. Did I mention I'm NOT married...???
Anyways, God is providing ways for us to earn money. As always, He's good to our family as long as we are working hard and not eating "idle bread".
I know I covered in small bits, a lot of what's going on in our family right now. I'm glad we had the summer we have so far, because I have learned a lot more than I thought possible. I have found some areas I need to work on, and God is blessing our family with more things as we continue to work hard for His glory. Does this blog seem scattered? It's probably my mind...
I have so much to cover, and so little time to tell it all. It's like I'm talking to a good friend that I haven't talked to "in forever" and I'm trying to play cath-up while realizing all the things I still have yet to do. I just realized, I have more things to do!!
I'd better get going. I'll write more later this week...as long as I make the time to do so.