seeing what's ahead and not behind

okay, so I just read a message,or devotionsal of sorts, about how,despite our current situation, if we focus on what's ahead, then we will become stronger in God.
So, my mind jumped into visions of what I want my soon-to-future to look like. I thought I would record them here, so that during times that satan throws an obstacle in my face, I'll know it's just him trying to make me lose sight of what God has in store. By putting it here, I'll remember-which is something i all too often forget in times of crisis.
First off, God wants me to go to White Bird, Idaho. I don't know why, exactly, and I don't care. It's a very tiny town, but it looks like one where people really help eachother out. It's a farm town, and it looks just lovely.
I'm going to own the home that's on 202 Center Canyon Road, white Bird, Idaho 83554. That is MY home, that is MY LAND, because God shall supply all my needs according to His riches and glory in Christ Jesus. He wants me to have that land, because, that's the land I will use to farm, to re-build into the duggar model home, and to get married and adopt/birth lots of children in.
God wants me to finish college. He doesn't want me to be a drop-out in college-He wants me to succeed! He wants me to get my degree in Communications. He wants me to write a magazine for teenagers- and it will be called CT(Christian Teen) magazine. I also wwant to start the cartoon "MoNa(mother Nature)" which will result in a comic/saturday morning cartoon. It's mission- to let teens know, life's tough, you may make mistakes, but God is on you side. Your faith is an everyday process, and progress in Christ takes time. No one is perfect. But we can all strive for it in Christ Jesus!
God has my husband somewhere in Idaho. The husband who is puts God first, loves his family with all his heart, and works hard to ensure the greater good for his family, and community at large.
God wants me to have my inheritance of Children. He wants to bless me with children from my womb(He WILL provide the money needed to untie my tubes!), and from adoption as well. He does not want my womb to be barren, he has blessed me with 3 children to prepare me for the many more he is planning to bless me with. "Children are an inheritance of the Lord.."
God is going to bless our home and farm. Our farm will be rich in fruits and vegetables, our animals will be fruitful and multiply,and the land will prosper. We will sell a large portion of the produce, and use this as a valuable lesson in buisness for the children.
God wants my children to be homeschooled. "teach a child in the ways he or she should go, and he or she will keep them all the days of their life..". God doesn't want my children to be exposed to the public school system. God wants them to thrive where they should be the most comfortable doing so-in the home.
God is going to bless our finances. He doesn't want us to stay in debt, He told us to "owe nothing to man but love". No debt there. No I.O.U's there. God wants to bless us with the finances needed to meet our basic needs, and more. He doesn't want the devil to have a foothold here- God wants me to fully trust in to meet all my family's needs. He doesn't want us to be poor.
God lovingly will provide us the 2009 white chevy suburban. Not for us to show off, but simply so that we may have a car to get us where we need to go. Also, so that we can help people to get to church that don't have a car, or don't want to drive alone.
God doesn't want to do our family bad. He wants to bless us, and bless us with all this, and more. He wants to bless us with al His heart. If you think or hear from someone something that goes against all these things, they are from satan. Rebuke them sternly.
You and your family are not meant to live in poverty. You are not "poor Jenny", that always needs help. You were God-appointed to be a SAHM. You do not need a job, God willopen the door to a grand-generating income in His time. He wants you to do melaleuca, and more. Your kids are believing, and so are you. "I can do ALL THINGS(not some things, not limited things) throught Christ who strengthens me!" If someone trys to tell you otherwise, stop talking to them. If you think anything contray to this, rebuke it ASAP! God has great plans for you. No economy, no person in heaven or elsewhere, is going to stop God. God is going to bless the Johnson Family! We are going to give God the greatest of praise and glory in the year of 2010!
Now, what are you doing to ensure you're in the spot needed to receive this? God can't do this alone- you have to meet Him and he will meet you! Amen? get going! MEET WITH GOD. Do something!